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can you not return to the way it was before? being something amoungst a vast nothing. A nothing with a something. Me with a you. A you wanting to be with a Me. a me wanting to be anything but a you.

If i could go back, 22nd December 2009, i would change the world. I would change my ideas i would change my mind i would change so that it didnt affect me how it currently does.

If i could go back, 28 April 2009, i would change my life. A life fulled with something i still greatly yearn for and wish for. A life that consists of what i need. What i fight for. All i would ever want.

If i could go back...if i could go back. I would go back. 30 December 2006. 28th April 2007. 4 September 2008. 28th April 2009. Some i cherish and some i regret, some i wish i knew nothing of. But ill always know something of nothing of how i feel. Lets take a walk down memory milky lane to the abator, they can slaughter a cow why not slaughter my regrets? slaughter. sick bastards. Make the change.