Why do i even wish when it will never happen???

Write me a love song rather than the usual hate song
Hug and kiss me, not only to show everyone that im yours, but to show me that im yours
Take me on a romantic picnic
Make me things
Dont hate me on the most special day of our relationship
DITCH DOTA FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIFE AND WRITE ME A LETTER WITHOUT ME BEGGING
Serenade me... its even better when you sing out of tune
Get jealous of my guy friends
NEVER lie to me.
Sacrifice things for me
Draw me pictures to put up on my walls
Understand that my jealousy and hatred is NOT about me not trusting you
Stop accusing me of not trusting you
Sing me my favourite song
When i walk off sad, turn around and come after me rather than just walking away
Dont interupt me when im talking
Combine Reading me and listening to me
Send me a nice long sweet sms
Love me forever ):

Paris at night

Im very sad tonight. I just want to crawl up into a ball and dissapear ): Well, i decided that theres nothing more pathetic than a short teenage girl moping around with messy hair and her ipod. So I decided to cheer myself up.

My lifelong dream has always been to go to Paris. Yes it may be clique, but since I was a tiny little thing its always been what I wanted to do. So i googled paris, and up came the option of Paris at night. Nothing can take my breath away quite like the sight of the most beautiful place in earth lit up. Im not one to get over emotional but this picture took my breath away.

soooo...

1. I cant really be such a crap person can I?
2. I kept asking him why he was so sad and he just shouted at me for irritating him so i walked away.
3. I went back to him to say sorry for walking away and to give him a hug and tell him i loved him and i pulled him aside to talk to him and he told me to leave him alone and go away
4. All we ever do is sit around in silence because he refuses to talk to me about anything
5. When i talk, he asks for space. When i dont talk he gets angry at me for ignoring him.
6. How am i supposed to win?
7. What am i supposed to do about this? What would my readers do?
8. Is this emotional abuse?

5 reasons why im so fucking bummed!!!

1. My boyfriends dad recently died of cancer and so hes permanently down and that makes me sad
2. i just failed a maths test when i usually get A's and my boyfriend didnt even try and cheer me up, he just told me to concentrate more
3. Ive been put on these new drops for insomnia, high blood pressure, anxiety and depression and they prevent me from crying when i need to and keep me up all night
4. my friend slept with her boyfriend of 3 weeks... (slut!!!) and shes missed her period...
5. Dan wants to kill himself and he wont stop saying it.

5 Reasons I need therapy

1. I am listening to Hilary Duff over my usual Murder Dolls
2. Im getting ready to go for a run... me.... EXERCISE?!?!
3. Iv just eaten a bottle of honey and am craving it like a pregnant woman
4. I cant be pregnant cus i got my bloody girly time!!!
5. Im crying and laughing hysterically at the fact that i just disected an ant!!!!

6 reasons why everyone is pissed at me

1. I got pissed at my brother for making me feel crap about myself so i raised my middle finger at him... in public
2. So my mom got pissed at me for raising my middle finger at him in public
3. So my dad got pissed at my mom for making such a scene when she got pissed when i raised my middle finger at him in public
4. So now im not allowed to properly see dan who is the only one who will listen to me and believe me when i tell him about how crap my brother treats me
5. I probaly shouldnt have raised my middle finger at him in public, but its just one of those spur of the moment cant handle the anger things.
6. and that is why everyone is pissed at me

Why I hung that bitch

1. She charmed my boyfriend into sticking up for her and not believing me when i told him how crap she was treating me
2. He lied to me about talking to her after the big fight
3. The big fight being when she betrayed me and destroyed our friendship by going against a deal we had and telling my boyfriend how much she loved him
4. He never listened to me when i got upset about being pushed aside her her
5. He fell for her.