Blog three of today

This blog is yet another thing i hate about myself example. Except with a twist. its more "reasons why i hate things about these other people" here goes.

JODI: Im really really jealous of you as a person. Everybody loves you and everybody wants to be your friend. why cant i just be more like you? I dont like you because you made a move on the person that means the most to me. the one i love the most in the entire world. and i guess im just scared that hes going to realise how much better a person you are than me and leave me for you.
JAMES: The reason i dont like you is that you dont like me because i dont get on with some of your friends. which i dont really think is really fair since it doesnt achually involve you but i guess i mainly get upset because nomatter what, dan always stands up for you. and i guess i wish he'd feel the same about me.
JESS: You guys have been friends your entire lives.im scared that the letter you wrote to dan is going to get to him and hell see me for what i really am.. why im upset is because iv managed to convince myself that you are right about all the stuff you wrote. about him being so happy with me and all that. because i kinda feel like its true.
Repented.