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Thursday, September 11, 2008

School??? Hahaha I think not

Not at school today cuz i really didnt want to be. I never take off days cuz as dan would say im a hypeRcondriac which basically means i deny the fact that im sick when i am. I just dont really like people fussing and asking me if im okay... like if i cry at school which i try and avoid doing but i sometimes (okay quite a bit) snap and basically all i want is to sit on my own and cry i dont want people surrounding me asking whats wrong cuz then i get angry and cant get all my hurt out... I prefer blogging cuz everyone just reads my diary. it drives me insane... but they all just read it. and some things i dont want any of my school friends to know cuz theyll send me to therapy! But i dont need therapy. I just need noone to understand me. I dont get what i mean by that but i guess in a way i get a thrill from the fact that my friends have no idea what im on about or what im going to do next... my days are fulled with evil plans and thoughts that noone will ever be able to understand...besides dan... he gets me (most of the time, besides when im being a phycho bitch which i have to admit is a lot) but yeah... other than that he gets me. i guess i should put a pic of us up... so here it is (:
HES SO CUTE!!! only prob with this pic is that my elf ears are sticking out! but they make me me so its okay...

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